Another 4th of July without my son.......this is the hardest holiday to be without him. You would think Christmas,Thanksgiving or others would be. No,this is it...... It is because that is when he had the most fun,and not just for one day,for many days prior and after he would be throwing blackcats around scaring the beegeebees out of whoever he could ! I talked with him last night, he sounds good, but we didn't mention today,we both know why. I will spend the day going through the motions and thinking of him ..lighting some for him. I have others to watch,care for,love and for that I am thankful. But the pain, it never ceases. It lingers like an old song you know. I WANT MY SON HOME NOW.