http://www.propublica.org/article/california-governor-commutes-sentence-in-shaken-baby-case

Prison walls and hope

The drive down to see Jason is easy, and enjoyable especially with my kids and their kids. I seem to do fine all the way there,that is until we get to the last intersection.....the prison walls appear, the horrid wire on the fence is shimmering in the sunlight.....as if it should be a beautiful sight...... it stabs my mothers heart.....so so deep, it hurts beyond words...... there are NO words ......no words come to my mind to describe the pain and agony my heart goes through...physical pain is one thing......deep deep heart pain is another thing all together. As I make the last turn into the prison, I pray, I pray hard.. The Lord is ever faithful to give me hope and peace every step I take into those hard,cold prison walls.. to give me joy in my step,to soothe my mothers heartache...the little things are so very important right then.. the voices of my little sweet grandchildren, who really have no clue what it means to me or to his family.All they know, is that Jason should not be where he is and that we are trying so hard to get him home....they love him,simple as that,they seem to simply accept that he is stuck there ...I want that faith!. I want that hope, I pray as I hold their little sweet  hands while they are being searched and frisked and prodded by the guards,that I, too can have that simply faith and hope and love as I go through the ugly and long process to be able to see my son through a t.v. monitor...... I pray I can stay my hope on my GOD and SAVIOUR as I pray my son can stay  HIS hope on GOD,alone.... I am grateful to see my son,to hear my son. I pray someday I can hold my son again . I am grateful for the smiling faces of those guards that meet me there,that are kind and treat us good.... I am grateful we can all go see Jason and give him hope  and help...... 

these recent events encourage all of us
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my son :)

I can't imagine

I am really really missing Jason today :( these times come in waves, doing daily chores,doing the mundane...... and then it strikes, his face,his humor , his smile, his hugs.......makes me so sad...so so sad, then I pray, I cry , I hope, I lose hope, I pray, I cry.....over and over and over again.....this is the hardest thing I have ever been through...and I think to myself.......THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH?,...what about Jason? I cannot imagine sitting in a cell, 24 / 7......accept for maybe one hour a day outside,and that is in a cage , like an animal......innocent yet sentenced to life with the chance of parole.......can you imagine? how would YOU handle that? Jason makes me proud on how he has been able to remain positive, or at the least sane.....Lord knows the plan for my first born. HE is HIS....I love that, I suffer and I hurt.....but I know in the end , if Jason knows HIS saviour , then HE will meet me in paradise one day. I pray Jason can hug me at home before paradise ! Please keep him in your prayers for his battle is long and hard.......