Grandparents blog-Dedicated to Austin and Isabella: Help Save America - Message from Bill Windsor

Grandparents blog-Dedicated to Austin and Isabella: Help Save America - Message from Bill Windsor

http://justice4jason.weebly.com/ you can get full story here

I have made a new Facebook page for Jason, I will tell the story of what happened and when soon.Please join us in the fight for his freedom !

http://www.facebook.com/sbs.savejason

http://www.sbs-project.com/aboutus.html

http://truthinjustice.org/

http://www.mysanantonio.com/default/article/Does-shaken-baby-syndrome-exist-1668450.php

the more I read the more I need GOD to balance me....

http://articles.chicagotribune.com/2005-06-12/features/0506120513_1_child-abuse-syndrome-shaken

Another 4th of July without my son.......this is the hardest holiday to be without him. You would think Christmas,Thanksgiving or others would be. No,this is it...... It is because that is when he had the most fun,and not just for one day,for many days prior and after he would be throwing blackcats around scaring the beegeebees out of whoever he could ! I talked with him last night, he sounds good, but we didn't mention today,we both know why. I will spend the day going through the motions and thinking of him ..lighting some for him. I have others to watch,care for,love and for that I am thankful. But the pain, it never ceases. It lingers like an old song you know. I WANT MY SON HOME NOW. 

http://www.propublica.org/article/california-governor-commutes-sentence-in-shaken-baby-case

Prison walls and hope

The drive down to see Jason is easy, and enjoyable especially with my kids and their kids. I seem to do fine all the way there,that is until we get to the last intersection.....the prison walls appear, the horrid wire on the fence is shimmering in the sunlight.....as if it should be a beautiful sight...... it stabs my mothers heart.....so so deep, it hurts beyond words...... there are NO words ......no words come to my mind to describe the pain and agony my heart goes through...physical pain is one thing......deep deep heart pain is another thing all together. As I make the last turn into the prison, I pray, I pray hard.. The Lord is ever faithful to give me hope and peace every step I take into those hard,cold prison walls.. to give me joy in my step,to soothe my mothers heartache...the little things are so very important right then.. the voices of my little sweet grandchildren, who really have no clue what it means to me or to his family.All they know, is that Jason should not be where he is and that we are trying so hard to get him home....they love him,simple as that,they seem to simply accept that he is stuck there ...I want that faith!. I want that hope, I pray as I hold their little sweet  hands while they are being searched and frisked and prodded by the guards,that I, too can have that simply faith and hope and love as I go through the ugly and long process to be able to see my son through a t.v. monitor...... I pray I can stay my hope on my GOD and SAVIOUR as I pray my son can stay  HIS hope on GOD,alone.... I am grateful to see my son,to hear my son. I pray someday I can hold my son again . I am grateful for the smiling faces of those guards that meet me there,that are kind and treat us good.... I am grateful we can all go see Jason and give him hope  and help...... 

these recent events encourage all of us
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.columbiatribune.com%2Fnews%2F2012%2Fjun%2F11%2Fcharges-dropped-years-after-baby-shaking%2F&h=OAQEoDRvO
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwrongfulconvictionsblog.org%2F2012%2F06%2F05%2Farizona-justice-project-achieves-shaken-baby-exoneration%2F&h=HAQGkZT03AQFt6FGbKu7oy-4nOanenZkvuqQ_gL-Wg72ecQ&enc=AZMHXm6zS_HWAoM_ZCRH6OhUoXK7WUWzUwjekz4DQCq9JBh8SbbKirofAtNLhUmBjmsxJBH3gx6Sd7WrlQQoBaXu

my son :)

I can't imagine

I am really really missing Jason today :( these times come in waves, doing daily chores,doing the mundane...... and then it strikes, his face,his humor , his smile, his hugs.......makes me so sad...so so sad, then I pray, I cry , I hope, I lose hope, I pray, I cry.....over and over and over again.....this is the hardest thing I have ever been through...and I think to myself.......THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH?,...what about Jason? I cannot imagine sitting in a cell, 24 / 7......accept for maybe one hour a day outside,and that is in a cage , like an animal......innocent yet sentenced to life with the chance of parole.......can you imagine? how would YOU handle that? Jason makes me proud on how he has been able to remain positive, or at the least sane.....Lord knows the plan for my first born. HE is HIS....I love that, I suffer and I hurt.....but I know in the end , if Jason knows HIS saviour , then HE will meet me in paradise one day. I pray Jason can hug me at home before paradise ! Please keep him in your prayers for his battle is long and hard.......

Some of the sad history........it is all so plain and simple here,but justice is illusive :(

http://www.okkids.org/documents/Review%20of%20the%20Death%20of%20Natalie%20Emami%20Day.pdf

Please keep Jason in your prayers , for personal safety.......thank you

Hearing the birds sing, watching the yard bloom,smelling all the smells of spring........wishing Jason could feel the wind on his face and smell the smells.... I wonder how he maintains sanity where he is....I am proud of how well he is doing considering his life right now.... I miss him so... He writes all the time and I live to get those letters.. I sent him 10 books this week, so glad there is no limit, wonder where he will put them all...... I love to think of him just staring at the pictures we send.  I try to send pictures of trees,outdoor spaces........I wonder how hard it is for him to see his nieces and nephew growing up and not being able to really know them....... He hasn't been able to touch one of them for 3 1/2 years now..... I am thankful for the visits we have..... Lord , please comfort him and surround him with peace and knowing that YOU are there with him all the way......... I miss you Jason, miss your humor,your smile , your hugs.......hearing you say Hi momma......love you momma...... for now..... I stay in a place of trust and peace with my  God and knowing His plan for you is better than anyone knows........ 

Letter from Jason.......its the little things !

I just had to share this letter from Jason,first one so far,written before we saw him,but sent after.

Guess what mom ?

" I got to spend 1 full hour in the sunlight,first time since Feb 09, I just layed down on the concrete to soak up as much as I could. I know you've seen those outdoor kennels for dogs,well,that is what I get,I get to come out to it 5 times a week for a hour.It was absolutely amazing ! I got to see grass,tree and rocks ! And even some cattle, lol ah`,but it truly is the little things that matter in life. I can't describe the immense, spiritual lift that has provided, I 'd forgotten the acutal feeling of sunlight hitting the flesh, I 'd also forgotten how much the outdoors means to me,. I feel that through this experience, HE is letting me know that my time here will be a better , healthier place for my body and soul."

This letter brought me to joyful tears, goes to show you ,even in this horrid time, there are blessings for us all

Instructions for Depositing Money into Inmate Trust via Wachovia Lockbox

1. Obtain money orders and / or cashier’s checks made payable to inmate. Personal checks

and cash are not accepted.

2. Mail money orders and / or cashier’s checks in envelopes addressed in the following

manner:

CCA Inmate Trust

(Inmate Last Name, Inmate First Name / Inmate CCA Commissary #)

Facility: DAVIS

P.O. Box 933488

Atlanta, GA 31193-3488

3. Make sure senders first and last name and return address is on the envelope.

4. Do NOT include and correspondence such as letters, cards, pictures, or packages with a

money order or cashier’s check. None of these items sent to this address will be

forwarded to the inmate or returned to sender.

Jason S Day # 649616
EC-213
Davis Correctional Facility
6888 East 133rd Road
Holdenville Ok 74848

this is the link to find out how to send Jason any money.....and bless you all for your help and prayers.
http://www.cca.com/facility/davis-correctional-facility at the bottom it has a link to the rules and address.